Always Like This Posted by : Unknown

Original By : Yirong Kiryu
Created By : Owner This Blog

Today you didn’t listen to my daily stories again,
Making excuses you walk off and leave me alone.
When you do listen you act so cold and serious,
You are disinterested and never listen to the end.

Why is my easy request so hard for you?
All I want is for you to care enough to listen.
Why do you always act so nervous when I talk?
All I want is for you to agree and take my side.

Today you sadly spilled your problems to me,
Making me worry I felt like I needed to help,
When you complain every day I feel trapped,
You never notice how stressed I become for you.

Why is it so hard for you to understand me?
All I want is for you to be happy and smile.
Why do you always seem so troubled?
All I want is for you to be blissful and relax.

Why do we always end up like this?
Seeing the other as the one at fault.
Aren’t we supposed to be the closest?
Yet we act as if we have never met.

I noticed you only smile with others,
You act so heartlessly around me.
When I am in pain and look for you,
You leave me alone with no support.

Why are my expectations too big for you?
I should realize you’re useless at crucial times.
Why do you only know how to be a jerk?
If you can’t actually care for me at least pretend.

I noticed you laugh brightly around others,
You immediately purse your lips around me.
When I fail to help my pride blocks me from you,
If I can’t aid you then maybe I should stay away.

Why do we always end up like this?
Being stubborn and blaming the other.
Aren’t our hearts supposed to be connected?
Yet we act as if we have never met.

Why do we act like we don’t care for each other?
Alone we both shed tears for our love,
Together we look at each other emotionlessly.
Yet both of us know we still love one another.
Why are we so foolish we can’t show our love?

Yet we can't let go.
It will always be painful like this.
Always tears like this.
Always broken like this.
It will always be shattered like this.

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would be nice Posted by : Unknown

[song liric by me]

Have been too long u were quiet
I'm feel doubt
... Should it'll be end?

Its just, those distance
U've been able to saw me
Even though i'm invisible

The good things bout those circumstances
W're not trivials
Thats why these feelings of love wont fade away
I wonder if u'll find out
That my heart is shaking

Reff.
It would be nice
If u hurries up N rejects me
It would be nice
If i was able to say 'i hate u'
I was sometimes scared to ask anymore

If i vent it all out
Will i be able to hate u?
How much do i have to cry
Bfor these feeling of love will disappear

Back to reff.
I wanted..
To give u a piece of ma mind
God..
Will anymore miracles occur in this love?

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Messejii [message] Posted by : Unknown

New song liric original made by me >w<)/

Its the first time
i'm able to talk to u
My heart beat was run so fast
Maybe its the rite time to close to u

My hand shaking N trembling
Am i can confessing this feeling?

I never know u bfor
But i'm always heard u around me
I wonder who r'u actually?
I wanna know anythin bout u

Reff.
Even if i close ma eyes
even if i adjust mybreathing
those true feelings
Seems tobe over flowing

I braving ma heart
Tried to wrote some words
But ma finger seems rejected
I felt to fed up with ma self

Its an Uncool-side of me
But i should do this

Made u realize
I send u this message
Message bout ma feel
I dont wanna let u leave

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Reason [song liric by me] Posted by : Unknown

Sad nite blanked ma life when lost u
in the loneliness of waited, just there hopeless
but ur promise can made me survive
i'ma held all bcos of u


can i walk it straight?
Am i strong enough?


Reff.
There's no reason for me to sigh
there's nothin can erased ma love
thats jus ma though, am i wrong?
Ever rushed in ma mind to give up


sometimes what u planned
cant work as u wanted
life have their rule's
its can change everyminutes


we never can guess our feel exactly
but there's one fact
i'm still love u N waiting here
back to reff.


Loving N loved, since u were gone
i just know how to loving u
can i walk it?
Can i walk it?
Forever bcos of u
the only one my reason

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Ai no uta (liric song original made by me) Posted by : Unknown

I look up to the stary night
the wind bring ur present in front of me
i hum our song N start to singing
but my voice become tremble


Remember the memories
bring me to our past
remembering me to our happiness, our sadness
i remembered all clearly yet
but i know, cant take it back anymore


Every lirics outa from my lips
figure of my feeling
can u heard it dear?


Reff.
I'm always said never cry anymore
but thats all just a lie to pretended
i'm always said i'm strong
but i didnt seems like that Baby


I try to changed
but its all not worked
i try to forget
but its all just useless
so tell me what must i do dear?

Back to reff.

I'm ship without a sailor
who controlled where must be
i duno where this feel bring me go


Listen to my song!
Wherever u are, this song is all bout us
Ai no uta wa owaranai
just to u~

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Under sakura blossom (liric song original made by me) Posted by : Unknown

In the corner of love, u grabed me
pushed me into hard situation
forbidden days but memorable time


we'll graduate soon, but this love growing more
'i love u' thats the one thing wanna i told u
but my lips feel heavy to said that


under sakura blossom u sat beside me
stared me worried then hugged me



Reff.
How can i forget our times?
How can i forget our memories?
Loving u secretly is damn so pain
kept loving u is damn so hurt

i just can looked down n nooded
u waved ur hand without said goodbye
i just can hold my tears in silence
when u released ur hug n asked me 'r'u okay?


i'm still can felt ur smell
i'm still can saw ur face
even though ur shadow was gone
even though u were hold the other hand


under sakura blossom
i watched ur way disappear slowly

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